-currently chewing on apple-flavoured sour scoox-

came back last sunday. feelings bordering on melancholia, depression, emo-ness, sadness- all brought about from homesickness. i noe it's been a year, to be exact - 10th july would be my 1 year anniversary staying all alone in this city. not my cup of tea.

first week of classes - not bad. microbiology sounds interesting. until i sat in the lecture. omg, so many things to memorise... i salute my seniors. how'd they ever get through sem 3 without suffering manic-depression? loooaaads of practical exams and end of sem exam papers this sem : 1 essay question - 30%, 2 modified essay question - 40%. the modules with this marks arrangements are designed to fail students. i have 8 subjects this sem. i shudder with the thought of it.

the happiest thing for me now is counting down how many more weeks to home. i'm pathetic i noe, but..... who cares. it's currently 10 weeks excluding this week. btw, i dread pbls. new group members and i duno if we'll be compatible. i like my old group - at least prac groupings remain the same.

in a post michael jackson-pre harry potter frenzy. would've loved to watch mj's 'closing ceremony' on astro. too lazy to stream online.

to maintain if not increase my cgpa - less facebooking (which is almost minute this sem if compared to last sem), less dramas on tv (achievable minus all my american idol hours last sem. hehe), go out less (this is erm, hard to do - i cant resist!), spend less $, do not doze or day dream in class, pls do not dwl anymore games. dont wana reformat laptop again.

and less blogging.

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You Are Dramatic

You are colorful and charismatic. You get and hold people's attention. Right now, you are seeking excitement and a bit of adventure in your life. You are drawn to people who are philosophical and thoughtful. You feel like there are a few minor things in your life that need to be changed. You take time before you react. You allow yourself to explore your options.

been watching lotsa movies lately. heaven~ brendan fraser was really good looking wen he was younger. esp in this old movie called school-ties. seriously. with ben affleck and matt damon. hardcore movie marathon wen i wasnt out loitering/eating... i like sentence no. 3 above : philosophical and thoughtful. not really, i do not like a nag but i like ppl who have substance that know what they want, that, still behave like human beings.

kch is like a sweltering pithole. i think it's 40'C out. can practically feel heat emanating from everywer, even the cushion. the air con is only just slightly useful but a lifesaver nevertheless. watching s'pore drama on astro everyday. that is one hot guy. heard he's from china but still~...

wen i havent got a lease around my brain, my imagination tends to carry me away. every guy looks good. lolz~ therefore, to not let me drool on any more guys, i need sumtin more intellectual to do, other than watching tv, which, is currently the most brainexercising thing i do. i learnt the history of naomi campbell on E! ;p

i miss seeing daniel henney.

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exam was pure torture. it really was. 4 weeks of stress. i shall save the extreme stress for semesters to come. 2 weeks study break was already too much. next sem i'll have to put up with 3. O_o. 

been out and about since yesterday. so tiring. beats having to study for exam definitely.

goin home 2nitey... :) grinning from ear to ear. i think i'm coming down with the flu. oh god, i hope i dun get quarantined at the airport. needa rest b4 setting off to klia.

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ps: i think the flu is due to stress, difficult exam papers, cleaning my dusty room and running around under the sun. so, it's prolly allergic rxn and bad weather... i'm too young to die~~~~